Recently more than ever I've felt like I need a break from "happy valley." I haven't been able to nail down exactly what it is. It could be the long amount of time it's been since I was able to see Virginia. Perhaps it's the people around here that I don't actually agree with, and don't understand. Maybe it's the thoughts that I've still got another 2 years of school to go. Whatever it is, it's starting to get to me. I feel like I need a break. I know I can't take off any time for school, but it would be nice to just be able to not before around here for just a little while. If NOTHING else, it would be a relief to just not have to put up with petty Provo drama. I've never been one for that crap. But that's not exactly something I can just will one way or another. It's always around here, as sad as it is.
Either way, I'm venting. I don't think it's really helping anything, so I'm going to stop. Just crossing the fingers that somehow Christmas break sneaks up quickly.


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